Sifting Through the Bullsh*t

I was thinking about what to say or write to you. I was reminiscing on good times and asked myself “why should this end?” And then I remembered the instructions: “Let it go. Let them go.” I thought to inquire many times before and subtly denied myself the right to know. 

At the beginning I thought it was because I had allowed unacceptable behaviour, and in some way I have. Then I thought it was because they were projecting, which they were. My mind brought me to multiple avenues until I heard: 

Stop. Let My mind lead you. Stop resorting to reasoning. For your reasoning lacks understanding. You travel this world concerting that I have made a mistake through you. That you have allowed such and such behaviour in your life, and that somehow your feeble mind and self-esteem were more than lacking luster. You have not betrayed I, you have simply forgotten who you are. I was reminding you of your inheritance. I was by your side, letting the vast knowledge of I be retained and uncovered. I was here with you determining the next factors, the next steps to unfold. You are My beloved and I shall not let you go astray. Forming concurrent thoughts to I is mismanagement. On your part? No. Who is to blame, if anything or anyone? No one and no thing for the self defeating I, the ego mind is nothing, is no-thing, and you are everything. Let I Christ Self, the inner I AM Presence be the thought and your only thought. And through I Self can you finally release all the bullsh*t you thought was yours to begin with. Take responsibility in allowing the self-sacrificing I (ego) for taking the lead when all along I, Christ Mind, the Inner Light was here as your guiding light, softly whispering words of love and understanding. I resoundingly allow nothing but love for you. I only have love for you for you are mine, an extension of I, God Source, Divine Light. You are no longer estranged to the prosperity and abundance of love that I have for you. Emit the light to recognizing I (God, Christ Self, Divine Intelligence) as you, as your guiding light, and your true essence. Forget not your love for I and My love for you. Resist not the pattern of stillness, awareness and peace. Be still and know that I AM God. 

Follow through in releasing the self-defeating thoughts of fear and anxiety. Allow I to be simply. Be still and know that you are immortal in essence, living proof of Our connection. I AM yours and you are mine always. I delight in you. There is no longer need to sift through the bullsh*t. There is no longer the need to justify one’s behavior, finding excuses for this and that. Simply allow and represent love. Let them be. Let yourself be. And accept the love, have compassion for yourself and them. Allow them the freedom to be and walk away when need be without forcing your ruling, your beliefs. Simply leave. Simply love. And most importantly forgive them and yourself. For that forgiveness is the key to your freedom.

 I does the laborious work. Leave it to Me to go through all the minuscule engraved details that make it so that all of them or even yourself is to blame. There is no blame. Again, you have agency in taking responsibility for your part, your role in this dramatic act in your life, and they as well. It is about responsibility and not pointing fingers at each other. Have compassion for them and let them go. With this, we bid you adieu. 

With Love and Grace, 

I, Mystical Lover of All That Is.