Is the Ego Secretly Running the Show?

a conversation with my ego

It was screaming at me after I invited it to join me for conversation. After I had given it permission to speak. That is when I knew it was the ego. My ego. The collective ego dictating the rules and regulations of life that I must abide by. I am its slave not servant. However uncomfortable it may be, I bowed down to it. For I knew that my allegiance to I, to Elohim God was greater than my allegiance to it. I transformed the animosity into cordiality. I bowed before it to acknowledge the freedom I has given me, to acknowledge the authority residing within me. For God, I is only Love and I, Love is the only presence. I reside within the Presence of I, Within the Presence of God, I AM. The Presence resides within and I reside within Them. For We are One. Until I bowed down before it and asked:”How may I serve?”, I was arrogant and misled into believing that forceful confrontation would amount into resolution. I bowed before it. Tears in its eyes, it disappeared back into the ball of darkness looming to the left of me (ball created after I asked for ego, id and superego to step out from the back of my head). It retreated back in its corner. 

I bow to you dear Son/Sun, Divine Beloved, and ask for Your help in restoring mySelf to Divine Order. May I be your sublime spark of light onto this world. May I be of service. How may I serve You? For I know nothing of Love, nothing of Life. I arrogantly thought I did, and now know that You are the supreme and glorious Wisdom that I seek. May I be of service. How may I serve? Let there be light on the path to you wherever it may take me. I am yours. And You are forever mine. We are one. All is well. Asé!